A thought is a thought is a thought is a thought. Constantly flying around in my head they consume me. I'm always searching for something I never seem to find. I push things, test limits. Sometimes I go to far, someone gets hurt and I'm to vein to apologize or even admit that it was partly my doing. I'll tell you something nice only to insult you the next minute, but I'll never lie. I'll pull you close just to push you away. I'll keep you close but so far away at the same time. I'll surround myself with people just to isolate myself. I Never keep my mind on one thing. It always shifts, shifts to something else something just as useless that I feel the need to achieve. Adding up my achievements and counting them down. I have achieved many things in my life and will continue to but in doing so I have lost just as much. It's the way life works, always balancing you out. You may gain something only to learn you've lost what it took you to get there. I'll talk and I'll talk and I'll talk but I'll never really say anything. There are few people that I actually say anything to, things of importance, things that mean something. It's the way I am and will always be.

You can't change me